God and our lives

I have wanted for a long time to do something like this I started unsuccessfully some time aback on a website I was having designed, but this never came to anything (lol) I find myself wondering if this is the picture of the rest of my life, but I cannot believe that this is the sum of my time upon this place called planet earth, lots of beginnings and little endings.

I am beginning to see that endings are created by us and if we do not make an effort to make them good, then we sail aimlessly for most of our lives. All my life I had things I wanted to do, but made little effort to get them done, I sometimes took comfort in the fact that God has endowed me with many skills and so I just lived within the boundaries that I seemed to have set for myself. Over the last few days I have suddenly come to the realization that I have entered the final stretch of my life and I am not saying this to sound morbid, but some realities are creeping in and if I am not careful I will find myself allowing it to overcome me, this may be a good way to keep it at bay and begin to plot how I may make whatever time God has given to me here on earth useful and more productive.

I want to spend more of that time reviewing God's word and how it impacts upon our lives whether we like it or not, I also want to engage head on, a lot of what I call modern christianity. I want to hopefully be a defender for those who are seeking truth but feel disillusioned with modern churches, I want to broach TABOO subjects within the church I want to be challenged by those who read this, and if anyone has any questions I will not be afraid to broach them.

In the midst of this I want to highlight things going on in our society, and even when I am in England I want to bring to task the things which I believe needs venturing into in St. Lucia especially and of course the world over. Let me begin by saying welcome to my blog and I pray God that He guides yours and my mind in the direction which HE so desires it to go.